Depression and suicide A threat that stands in my way A schizophrenic individual Tormented day by day A reason for confusion A blade thrust so deep Anxiety pulls the trigger on the gun fall dead in a heap Life has no meaning It's acutely psychotic I'm better off dead I'm a fucking neurotic The will to live and the will to die Has caught you unguarded Staring death in the eye Helpless, Hopeless, Lifeless, Death Living at ease to fight my own war A black grim specter to catch my fall I don't know what it is I want to do with my life I'm sick and tired of living like a story book Attempted or committed It's all the same You're a dead guy, you're a dead guy In this stupid game