Shriek your vanity's Spawned from boredom A cheap excuse for attention Ignoring blessings Embracing all thats wrong You would stab your heart For a sympathetic word Force fed your problems Every day we cry for you So afraid you'll be boring You cover yourself in gloom And drag us down with you Will you be interesting? When all are dead and gone? Come get your own disease Impress all your friends Let them cry for you In fascination So entertaining in your hell Immorality embraced within yourself Will you be interesting? When all are dead and gone? What did you expect you'd find? When all is said and done? So afraid of missing out Being ignored in happiness Mind twisted in agony Resentful of those without problems Your self image becomes your god In this battle of degeneration You would exchange every blessing Every miracle Every ounce of your integrity Only to obtain one thing An illness to call your own