I Feel Deep Inside Hate, Chaos, Desperation & Pain I Evoke Lovely Hours Between Dark Memories Unfortunate He To Whom Memories Only Bring Fear & Sadness Each Experience Consumes Me & Leads Me Towards Death I Can't Breathe Beyond The Summits Of Desperation And The More I Am Accompanied The More My Mind Leads Me Towards Desparing Thoughts Of Desolation & Desperation All My Inner Energy Flows Into Chaos & Into An Exaltation Of My Dementia Only The Irrationality Of This Black Lyricism Possesses Value All Inspiration That Issues From This Has To Perish In The Most Baneful Way