I thought I felt you, and the Sun was burning my skin As I climbed the stairs to handshakes and embraces I thought I saw you in the screens, or heard you in the speeches Or maybe in the tears running down your best friends' faces Take it in, one last look We all hesitantly stood Take a view, past the church pews I was just staring at my shoes But as expected, at the last second Paper skin and bright white hair I went looking for you, my friend But you weren't there I guess you're in the heavens I guess you're in the sky I guess you won't be coming back to say goodbye More questions than answers Your guess as good as mine And though you've lived such a beautiful life It doesn't seem fair When I went looking for you, my friend You weren't there There were whiskey shots and dancing Handouts with your name We all kept our composure Though the world would Never, ever be the same In this life the hits keep coming Oh, our bodies wear and tear I spent the evening circling, looking For you, my friend But you weren't there I guess you're in the heavens I guess you're in the sky I guess you won't be coming back to say goodbye More questions than answers Your guess as good as mine And though you've lived such a beautiful life It doesn't seem fair When I went looking for you, my friend You weren't there