The deep sacrosanct dejection in my dark majestic love. A blackest sightless silence smites my so soft slothful screams. Researching in nought-lands, the gracious lost rays of moon. And wending mourner, the lightless endless aimless path... With no truth and lie I think to my untruth and unreal exist. With grief and tear and fear I sleep in a dreamlike bosom of who is away. With wound and sword and blood I battle inside of me against myself of dead. With no and no and no and no and not I answer the life's uncaused questions. Where is my lost ray? Far away I know so far away in nought. In void, in fiction, in delusion. In portrait, in song, in poem, in mind. Far away in me so far away in me.