Spending too much time alone again Conversations that I have in my head Took the scissors to my hair again Another form of self-destruction What a mess I made of it What a mess I made of it What a mess I made of it What a mess I've made I've been lying to myself again Keeping secrets in my heart from my head And when you call me out I will take you down What a mess I made of this What a mess I made of this What a mess I made of this What a mess I've made