Looking through old photo albums and I don't know why I can't explain the feeling but it always makes me cry And I'm trying my best to remember a time I wasn't sad Of course I've got happy memories But I can't say that the good outweighs the bad The good outweighs bad And it's hard to admit that I still wanna die sometimes And it makes me feel like shit That I'm not glad to be alive And you call me dramatic But I'm not looking for your sympathy It's just the way it is You know I wish that I could be happy