I want to share today, a letter that I wrote
An honest letter written from my soul
And the ink that I used was my tears
I kept hesitating, kept doubting if I would get a reply
All those questions that kept running through my mind
I never thought to ask Him why
I get lost most of the time
What is impossible for me
What others do so easily
Now I have other questions about my past, my yesterdays
I have questions about love
And why they would lock me up in bathrooms
I could hear them laughing and why if I loved
I was not loved
All of this I asked, and so I wrote
Lord, I don’t know if You know
That I can’t seem to learn like others can
Lord, I don’t know if You know
That all my friends know how to tie their shoes and I don’t
Lord, I don’t know if You know
That every single day my fears surround me
And the bike that one day my dad gave me
I have yet to ride
Living life isn’t easy when there’s so much indifference
When nothing, absolutely nothing, makes sense in my mind
I just want to love, and be loved
Do you know oh Lord, what I'm feeling now?
The time passed and I heard
The answers to the questions that He had for me
Dear Elizabeth, I heard Him say to me
I have loved you so, that I gave my son
To give you faith and everlasting life
I’ve known you since forever, and I love you just the same
Never lose your faith, love no matter what
Love bears all things, it does not delight in evil
Love forgives all things
Love no matter what
I am the fountain of love and of peace
Love no matter what, hold on to my love and you will live, in victory
Love no Matter What
I have written all his answers inside my heart
I am free now because Jesus loves me
He has always loved me
