Shatterin' my heart just to prove to myself that I'm free
Am I in the way of a love that is ready for me?
I've spent a while now
Lookin' for the truth, but it don't wanna swing 'round my way
So, no sudden movements, I'll stay for as long as it takes
Kissin' the tulips
Here in my garden
Holdin' a promise
That I'd forgotten
And my heart is open
Things would be so easy if I closed it
Now I feel it beatin' in the deep end
Hopin' I'll feel different by the weekend
And I don't even know if I should do this
Maybe I'll regret it in a minute
But I'm not in a minute, I'm right here
Lookin' up from under my fear (under my fear)
Dream of no agenda, I float in the thrills of the dark
Movin' through the night, only guide is the Moon and the stars
I got a feeling
Anywhere I go, you'll be there in the back of my mind
Fallin' like a tear through the memory I won't leave behind
Kissin' the tulips (tulips)
Here in my garden (here in my garden)
No sudden movements (no sudden movements)
For the fear of fallin'
And my heart is open
Things would be so easy if I closed it
Now I feel it beatin' in the deep end
Hopin' I'll feel different by the weekend
And I don't even know if I should do this
Maybe I'll regret it in a minute
But I'm not in a minute, I'm right here
Lookin' up from under my fear (under my fear)
