I never said enough I could never ever not invest that much I'll never show the real me because i'll burden my family, And no i didn't find out until kissed my daughters lips Oh what foreign kiss Steel train is this the real me? is it a sure thing? You caught up with me 26 years later You bandit tragic habits You tie me to the tracks and i felt every goddamn cabin I felt my youth rebellion How many bricks in this wall? And do i have to own the all? Too many pills to count them all And the dr. won't take my calls Overwhelmed with all the things under my belt Sound it out, i see the signs point to the ground I'm fucking sick of the fear I've paid its toll, i'm as broke as i was before