Standing face to face with my collapsed world I feel so miserable and sick of it all There's nothing in me but fangs that want to be released It is such a weight that now I bow before your tiny body in flames I try to forget myself but I feel still warm the blood on my hands Powding on my darkest nightmares The sacrifice is beating in my dreams I can't see anything but the night that falls Over my eyes just like a raven-black shroud, again How I wish I could control this insane fear And quietly accept you There's nothing in me but ruins that drag me down in such decadence Oh, please close my eyes and let me be where I want to And where I need to It doesn't make sense anymore All I ever wanted just doesn't exist anymore