Eldest 11

Plastic

Eldest 11


In the fog, I can't see much of anything
I operate day to day like I'm dead
But I got these faint feelings in my head, like your there
Maybe you missed something I said
(What's love?)
So what's this love? Is it inbred?
Or is it something you earn like street cred?
I've spent my years paying dues, being fed all these stupid rules
From every persons fucking point of view
Nothing's true, but the glue that I use to dip my wounds into

Now, my skin is hard and cold
A superficial yellow mold
That I control

I'm plastic inside
I won't ever be the afraid
(I control) I'm plastic inside
Synthetically made!
(I control) I'm plastic inside
I won't ever be the afraid
(I control) I'm plastic inside
(And I'm plastic inside)
So I ripped it away

These days I open my eyes but there's no light
I keep reaching for the son, only to find, I'm not a chosen one
I saw a girl with pretty eyes, but I know deep inside
They're all hollow lies. Just like friends
(Fuck them)
They like to suffocate with time
Pretend to love you to the end and turn you out
But all I need is glue
To dip my wounds into

Now my skin is hard and cold
A superficial yellow mold
That I control

I'm plastic inside
I won't ever be the afraid
(I control) I'm plastic inside
Synthetically made!
(I control) I'm plastic inside
I won't ever be the afraid
(I control) I'm plastic inside
(And I'm plastic inside)
So I ripped it away

Plastic (my skin was fragile)
Plastic (absorbing all the stains)
Well I'm plastic! (my skin was fragile)
I'm plastic!
Now it's cold, hard and numb!