Sin like an anvil weighing me down falling into despair i fight and drown life's fatal mistakes choosing right and wrong before the cards are dealt the game's already done i once saw the light and felt the Spirit now i fear i'll be eternally lost can one like me ever be forgiven? as my sinful nature weighs its load heavy against me as i walk this path paved with disaster hate calls out to me "make me your master!" dragging me down into its iron grip beckoning me to fall once again i once saw the light and felt the Spirit now i fear i'll be eternally lost can one like me ever be forgiven? as my sinful nature weighs its load heavy against me falling down into the deep nevermore pushing God out of my life forever living for myself and my pleasures not realizing the consequences i once saw the light and felt the Spirit now i fear i'll be eternally lost can one like me ever be forgiven? as my sinful nature weighs its load heavy against me