Bent over backwards, covered up the pain But I could always see the sun through pouring rain Things could be different, could have easily walked away There's no logic to the fact that I've stayed We're going round in circles, we've been here before Abused and used myself again But when I'm close to you I always lose control It is a hard time loving It's a hard time loving, loving you Sometimes dramatic, we're caught up in this game Shooting words and try so hard to place the blame I cannot blame you and I'm not blaming me This hellish paradise will never set me free We're going round in circles, we've been here before Abused and used myself again But when I'm close to you I always lose control It is a hard time loving It's a hard time loving, loving you It's a hard time loving you We're going round in circles, we've been here before Abused and used myself again But when I'm close to you I always lose control It is a hard time loving It's a hard time loving, loving you It's a hard time loving you