The vice which wrings my heart becomes more unbearable as I'm waking up on a new day of suffering I've forget how to smile I'll never be able to laugh I consider this time as the end of my life I prepare the rope I'm passing it around my neck as I check the knot I'm ready to fade perhaps in my death everything will be better perhaps its light one's way as the rope is taut now I'm far away but nobody cries my loss no tears, no affliction no one to remember who I was alone I stay alone I die alone forever fallen, suicided and forgotten...