as remorse awakes i reach my open arms out towards fulfillment but again return with emptiness in this celestial cessation of time too soon this door was shut so tight bowing down to an untrue fate means a lesser existence arise the frustration from my thickened throat where confusion etches its mark straight into my blackened chest i can't fall again until you help me up for far too long i have searched for a shadow of your own fate lift this blanket of desperation from my heart to reveal my lost soul on my bed of stone i await your return