Damned if I do till I die And I'm damned if I don't even try If I show you a truth and a lie Question why I won't tell you the answer? I know what you're after To see the disaster You think I've become I crawled up from under The hole that I'm in I started to wonder If I'd ever feel The blood and the thunder The light on my skin And now that the sky is clear I can feel That the Sun is real I'm fucking runnin' out of patience And I'm not up for conversation So if you came here to see me bleed On the, on the pavement No further elaboration I crawled up from under The hole that I'm in I started to wonder If I'd ever feel The blood and the thunder The light on my skin And now that the sky is clear I can feel That the Sun is real And it shows Me a new way To a place I've only known When I lay down my head in the dead of night I crawled up from under The hole that I'm in I started to wonder If I'd ever feel The blood and the thunder The light on my skin And now that the sky is clear I can feel That the Sun is real