Tom: A
E Amaj7 E Amaj7
[Verse 1]
E Amaj7
not sure if i'm moving forward or backward but i'm starting to see things in me
E Amaj7
that look like what it means to grow
E Amaj7
it hurts and feels bad and no not in the romantic way, there's nothing beautiful about crying
E Amaj7
it just makes you feel alone
E Amaj7
but i'll find some way to not feel so cold in this state, i really hope you can relate
E Amaj7
because when i lose that then on that day
E Amaj7
i will really know what it means to be alone, yeah, until the day you tell me
E Amaj7
that you don't love me like you used to
E Bm7
i'll still find some speck of beauty in it
Dmaj7 E
some speck of beauty in it
[Instrumental]
E Amaj7 E Amaj7
[Verse 2]
E Amaj7
i'm feeling like trying something new, because letting myself go is what led to you
E Amaj7
and i started making friends again
E Amaj7
i might not see them after this year again but at least i learned how to connect,
E Amaj7
or at least i'm learning and trying to grow
E Amaj7
but i know i can't do this alone, because everything i learn is from seeing myself fuck up
E Amaj7
and hurting someone that i love
E Amaj7
but if i end up alone and can't love anyone
E Amaj7
then i'll slowly fall back to my nest
E
and i'll forget all these knots how they strangle my chest
Amaj7 E Amaj7
and i'll be ready to die alone, yeah i will be ready for anything
E Bm7 Dmaj7 E
i'll be ready for anything, numb to fucking everything, ready to die alone
[Instrumental]
E Amaj7 E Amaj7
[Verse 3]
E Amaj7
but don't let me live that way, don't let me die like that separate and ready
E Amaj7
as long as you hold me close
E Amaj7
in the physical way or just let me know that you are thinking of me
E Amaj7
you know that i'm thinking of you,
E Amaj7
and if you don't well i'm telling you now that i haven't stopped in months
E Amaj7
i'm not trying to put up a front
E Amaj7
because now i know that that just makes everything worse
E Amaj7
and i need you to know how i feel and i'm ready to be vulnerable
E
or at least i've already let myself be
Bm7 Dmaj7 B
please tell me you still want to raise a dog with me
E Bmaj7 Dmaj7 E
please tell me you still want to raise a dog with me
