It all started with this That type of party most people can't resist But I'm a bit Outsider here, I mean, I'm really outsider here You said that I don't have to fear It's just a party, my dear, oh, my dear She pumped up blood through my veins Did nothing, it was all my brain's Slo-mo cam in that shitty man Envy-looking on me and then She closed her eyes in a dark surprise Didn't doubt 'bout my strange subconcious might She knew I would kiss her Put my hands on her waist and pulled the trigger She pumped up blood through my brain Dopamine makes me feel like I'm in cocaine Terrible looking, flannel shirt Didn't give a fuck I was in a rush And so did her