After Life

On this rainy day. 
In the middle of nowhere. 
I lost my life. 
On this rainy day. 

What have I done? 
Where am I going? 

Is this the end. 
Or is it a new beginning? 

Show me hell 
Or show me paradise! 

Give me new strength 
Or leave me alone! 

Do I have a soul, 
Or am I lost?