In the firely gates I meet the innocence About that I never guess death is the only way. I stay alone refused and unseized By merciless destiny that bloody me. My family did´t understood my thots In that I believed. Doomed by all without some understanding That couldn't be explain. My faith should by twisted On their cruel religion. Absurdly illusion theirs poor ideals That should I believe. Life end´s so sorrowful with tears of pain and wrath. All my beloved are away and now I putrefy with my belief. I DIE!.. I kill myself nobody can understand Me. I DIE!.. I kill myself nobody can understand Me.