[verse#1]
The years have gone by 
and i still think of u. 
Couldnt sleep at night, 
I was just thinking what to do.
All i wanted was to see that u cared,
but wen the time was right, 
U were never there.
Tonight i saw u and i knew this day would come,
I wanted to show u that im really not that dumb. 

[verse #2]
look at me looking better than u ever did 
i wanna show u something that i know we never had 
even tho i tried i couldnt walk away 
couldnt say things i really had to say to you ..anymore 
but im trying not try... anymore. 
trying not to try. 

[verse#3]
been waitin for this moment for too long 
and i want it so bad but i know its wrong 
why cant u feel the way i do for u 
why do i keep holding on..

Trying.... Im trying not to try
Trying...Im trying not to try