I feel like we are at a standstill I don't know how it came to this I gave you everything I had And it was never enough Drink by drink, fuck by fuck, those months tore me the fuck apart This life of excess you maintain will be the death of me Drink by drink, fuck by fuck, those months tore me the fuck apart This life of excess you maintain will be the death of me Nothing moves you, day in and day out Drink, smoke, fuck, fight - is that all you're about? How can I take judgment from you, when all you care about is fucking drinking? In crowded rooms I feel alone I'm struggling to connect Fuck everything you said I believe it more every day Drink by drink, fuck by fuck, those months tore me the fuck apart This life of excess you maintain will be the death of me Drink by drink, fuck by fuck, those months tore me the fuck apart The weight of the world is on my chest I don't know if I can survive The weight of the world is on my chest I know I'm made of more than this Fuck you Fuck what you put me through Fuck you I deserve better I'm starting to believe - there is a way out of this I'm starting to believe - this isn't my fault I'm starting to believe - I'll be alright, I know I'll be alright I hope you fucking drown in a sea of liquor, I know you'll fucking drown