On my way to the pub again I'm a sip away from an overdose Stabbed in the back by a friend My body was left stone-cold Can’t you see I'm out of breath That is humankind instinct Somebody had to pay off debts Now I chase after solace Drugs in my vein, heart full of pain I should’ve been done Fill up my cup, I stay at the bar It’s the break of dawn But I don’t wanna sober up It brings back all the pain that I'm tryina get it off my head And throw my past away Wish I never sober up Though I might end up alone All of that temporary high I thought it’d help me feel better Everything has gone awry But I ain’t under the weather Life’s so damn hard Some cut their own throats Going through hell on earth The pills kept me afloat Stabbed in the back by a friend My body was left stone-cold Drugs in my vein, heart full of pain I should’ve been done Fill up my cup, I stay at the bar It’s the break of dawn But I don’t wanna sober up It brings back all the pain that I'm tryina get it off my head And throw my past away Wish I never sober up Though I might end up alone I don’t wanna sober up It brings back all the pain that I'm tryina get it off my head And throw my past away Wish I never sober up Though I might end up alone