I’ve started to love myself When I found my true self! I don’t need anybody else To fight that fucking shades All the stabs I’ve took All the ways they drag my look Just don’t pretend that you’re shook For this being a chapter of my book All the days I’ve felt down All the ways they make me a clown Felt like I’ve lost my crown With this fucking breakdown I'm so tired to run and hide For things that I can’t deny In the death of my reputation I'm feeling so alive All the stabs I’ve took All the ways they drag my look Just don’t pretend that you’re shook For this being a chapter of my book All the days I’ve felt down All the ways they make me a clown Felt like I’ve lost my crown With this fucking breakdown Somewhere in these hard times I’ve felt some happy climes But people commit some crimes Most of them on daytimes All the stabs I’ve took All the ways they drag my look Just don’t pretend that you’re shook For this being a chapter of my book All the days I’ve felt down All the ways they make me a clown Felt like I’ve lost my crown With this fucking breakdown This was supposed to be the best time of my life Not what is bleeding out of my knife I just want to tell my old me To live the fucking life and be free Always remember to put yourself first And learn how to deal with the worst