After a long day I look at her picture as if I touched her pale face And kiss it, as if I were with her When I close my eyes Diving in that world of dreams I remember the happy moments, which I never thought they would finish Let them die, let them kill I can't look back anymore Scribbled letters, by fear and reality Leave a message without hope Don't worry about me, cause I won't come back home I would like to be there, lay down on her bed, Warmed up by this love, They aren't who I want That isn't what I want When I wake up I see myself dead, Without her, without anybody Carrying a big burden, heavier than I could stand Among cries and blood, I can't see it anymore, The message without hope says I won't come back home...