Lord... Heavenly God? What is your reason for life Torture our minds, scar our hearts, What could justify this? Have faith. Faith in what? A heaven, that I don't want? Enrapture me, grant me the truth, Bestow the gift I seek, Nothingness! And still I breathe another fear, For my dispassion remains, Nothingness! To return to whence we came. Creation, a mistake that only brings pain. Affliction, this world in which we endure. Answers, only death shall open the door. Lord... No you count me among the damned Because I reflect on the Uncreation of your plan? Lord...