Distilling Pain

Endless Silence I Crave

Distilling Pain


Thorns I walk every time sleep forsakes my soul 
Like thousand grieves at once 
Nails I swallow when drought beckons my rotten throat 
Feeling how they rip my womb 

Consumed in eternal agony, I live 
Nailed to existence I remain, forgotten 
In the cage of apathy restrained, deserted 
Disabled to crown this misery, absurd 
May time commiserate my pain, I beg 

My blank voice blares silently in the blatant void 
No clouds of rain in the storm I behold 
Strolling over coals whenever the sun awakes 
Muted scream of relief foiled 

Endless silence I crave 
Conclude this dull being I am 
Please shut down my breath 
To misfortune I'm enslaved 

My end I glimpse 
No light ahead 
Relieved at last I stay 
I pray 

To end with this perdition I take 
Scars forged with the indulgence 
Of those which once show sake 
But now I comprehend 

Which wounds sure hurt 
Sores carved with the chisels of oblivion 

They shall repay for promises failed 
Faked behaviours of concern strained 
Meanness govern this bloody earth 

Thorns, they still cover my road 
Can't bear this martyrdom 

Silence I crave, for years I blaze 
Consumed this being pleads mercy