Dissolute

In Shambles

Dissolute


Hurry up and pour me a drink already 
i need a shot or two to keep my hands steady 
suckin down the cheap wine on the hair of the dog 
double fistin dollar beer and slammin down grog 
hope for better days gone right out the door 
cause night aint over till im shakin on the floor 
cant seem to get these spiders off me 
they're thirsty for more and more 

left in such a blur, nothing seems real, ive failed again, i cant see through the midst of my drunken rambles, its clear to all but me, im in shambles 

Staring off into nothing 
I don't know where I am again 
Lost track of all that's around me 
Trade my health for another runaround 

Wearing the scent of rot gut whiskey 
Eyes always at crescent wane 
out of sight, out of minds the way to go 
otherwise im sure id go insane 

nothing can save me now 
my backs against the floor 
indifference takes its toll 
when its rains it pours 

thrown all my aspirations to the wind 
got nothing to cherish or to call my own 
blind to my dealings and lost inhibitions 
i suffer more than ive ever shown 
i can feel my insides rot 
raise my glass to those living when i am not 
no hope for better days for me 
im losing everything i got