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Hate My Life

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In a northern land 
Lives a man 
Sheltered by his cabin 
Against snow and ice 

The weather is cold 
And the sky is hidden 
The days are short 
His life is tough 

I hate my life 

Outside my door 
Awaits the shadows 
To conquer my soul 
I never get rest 

Thoughtful and guilty 
I'm down on my knees 
Begging for pardon 
I'll never be free 

I hate my life 

I'm out of my mind 
I'm left to the shadows 
I'm tired and weak 
They will get me now 

I'm riding the winds 
I follow my strings 
I'm free from my body 
You'll never get me 

I hate my life 

The family is gone 
Lonely and scared 
Shadows in my mind 
Shadows in my heart 

I hate my life 
Shadows and demons are visiting at night 
I hate my lonely life