Dismember

Live For The Fear (Of Pain)

Dismember


Born without dying empty 
walk alone for a lifetime denied 
the spark of life forever missing 
a fear so vast it grows inside 

Soul bleeding never healing 
at the end of the day my spirit leaving 

Of all I own handful of a 
solid void what's left to give 
can't get rid of all this guilt 
blame myself for as long as I live 

Shadow of the former me 
reach for surface can't break free 

Blind, Cold, Bitter [sings "Desire" 1st time] 
from dreamfield to death 
wasted life on living 
suicidals see no reason for another breath 

Still forsaken hope all taken 
keep on feeding the nightmares within 
I see it clear still so tragic 
against frustration no one wins 

Sinking deep into depression 
suffering the weight of confession 

Upon the loss of a better fate 
laid out before me all pure hate