Dismay (Fin)

Evening

Dismay (Fin)


I can swear it was raining red that day 
And I'm sorry for being so cold to you 
The shock finally hit me with full force 

The streets were covered in a black veil 
Seeing my name there next to yours, 
was like a cruel joke, that I couldn't get over 

This tired evening 
Has been an emotional sea of madness 
one fucking drama of my days 
And I just remember 
you holding back the tears 

The gray darkness had eaten up the light 
And I could not think about anything 
but the things I didn't really want to think about 

Went to a coma 
after all this 
I didn't even 
want to get home 
to see myself 

I don't know how the wind can pierce like needles 
and seeing your face was the hardest of all 
Opening my mouth didn't come to mind 

This tired evening 
Has been an emotional sea of madness 
one fucking drama of my days 
And I just remember 
you holding back the tears