I can swear it was raining red that day And I'm sorry for being so cold to you The shock finally hit me with full force The streets were covered in a black veil Seeing my name there next to yours, was like a cruel joke, that I couldn't get over This tired evening Has been an emotional sea of madness one fucking drama of my days And I just remember you holding back the tears The gray darkness had eaten up the light And I could not think about anything but the things I didn't really want to think about Went to a coma after all this I didn't even want to get home to see myself I don't know how the wind can pierce like needles and seeing your face was the hardest of all Opening my mouth didn't come to mind This tired evening Has been an emotional sea of madness one fucking drama of my days And I just remember you holding back the tears