There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface Consuming, confusing This lack of self control I fear is never ending Controlling Now I cant seem To find myself again My walls are closing in I've felt this way before So insecure Crawling in my skin This wounds, they will not heal Fear is how I fall Confusing what is real Crawling in my skin This wounds, they will not heal Fear is how I fall Confusing what is real I've become so numb, I cant feel you there Become so tired, so much more aware I becoming this all I want to do Is be more like me and be less like you But I know I may end up failing too But I know you were just like me with someone disappointed in you I tried so hard And that's so far But in the end It doesn't even matter I had to fall To lose it all But in the end It doesn't even matter There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface Consuming, confusing This lack of self control I fear is never ending