This is just another way to forget that i'm hurting inside. This is just another day passing me by.. You look at me with envy, not knowing the truth inside. I suffer with every breath i take and i slowly die in time.. I never succeeded, I never did anything right. I didn't see it, That i was a perfect child. I never succeeded, Alone i crossed the line. Slowly i faded red, Unknown i walked the mile.. Never again shall i feel anything, never again shall i feel betrayed. This time was the final call, the one to end it all. But even if i try i'm unable to die, i'm sentenced to live my life. Alone in despair i climb to arise, to forget that i'm alive..