No mather how hard I try I'm trapped in my skin and I can't find my way out I want to be like anyone else I wanna show what I'm all about In hell I'm waiting for you To see that I'm around It's hard to understand But you're trapped on the outside Am I asleep or awake I don't even know my own name I hope I'll soon wake up Is this a dream or reality I just want so bad what you get I try to be something I try to be someone I try to feel something Something I just can't believe in I try to feel some way I try to feel unstrained I try to have some faith But faith is not what I can believe in Every day is a nightmare for me I want it to end but it will last if you stay blind If you think that's fun I'll let you take a look deep inside me I try to be something I try to be someone I try to feel something Something I just can't believe in I try to feel some way I try to feel unstrained I try to have some faith But faith is not what I can believe in In hell I'm waiting for you to see The pain that rests in me The longing for someone who see's I'm a person GET AWAY GET AWAY GET AWAY