I. Here i am talking 'bout discoveries Emptyness, how silly everything can be My words are strong My acts are weak The truth is different I wanted all Now i am standing here, don't give a damn I am lost in my past, in reality It drones in my head â€" a weird tone It sounds like... I didn't lose I think there must be more I think there must be more But i don't wanna wait... Ref: The fucking fortune is not smiling upon me Not one chance to show my capability I'm mad, i'm mad, i'm mad Ii. Here i am hiding my head in sand Here i am swearing i am innocent Don't wanna crawl, don't wanna sink All on my own I wanted all But it's hard to believe I will stand on the top of the world And smile down Who will tell me where it is at all Who will tell me how to get there 'cause i don't wanna wait...