I got dirt in my mind And the Sun on my shoes I'm looking down But still looking up I fell behind watching all of you But I'm better now I'm catching up I tried to keep my feelings high But sometimes I'd rather die Than figuring it out I got hurt in my mind I got blood on my shoes It's nice weather out I don't give a fuck I am a gospel I got love to give Somewhere, somehow, maybe Know I tried to keep my feelings high But sometimes I'd rather die Than figuring it out I got love on my mind I'ma give it to me I've been giving out unnecessary And isn't it awful all the love you give is nowhere to be found baby? But I try to keep my feelings high But sometimes I'd rather die There's good gays and bad days for real I got a scrape on my chin I need to heal