Lightning fills the sky In my void, I push, I pull The reins of a nightmare What's left, what is to spare What is no more Normality, lost in me I can not feel it anymore. This is my last regret I fell into the deep haze Once left my life Once left my joy One slip of the mind And all is lost The letters from God Are thrown away Kingdom calling me I knew it all along A half moon blade in my heart Darkness of the night Surrounding me I knew it all along Just set me free So another time It will be thrown away I can't hold on to What is calling me Call my name out to the world As I drive the blade deep down inside