Lifeless

My name is seventeen 
I thought this was over
I’m tired, I’m getting more and more tired every day

It feels like I’m hitting bottom 
I’m tired of so many fights 
I’m tired of having fake friends 
I have to die in this shit for you to know that I exist 
Now I feel like I don’t want to live anymore 
I never thought they one day I could research how and kill 
It all hurts so much now 
Every night I think about killing myself 
Save me