you've left this world behind without a sound at winter's dawn where silent dramas pained a dismal silence everywhere around these memories were all that have remained now i calm down inside myself and let the notions speak to you in inner worlds i search for wealth to you my dear let me break through with a kiss of ashes hast thou kissed my lips before you disappeared into the sun to follow you i'll go on darkest trips until the day when once again we're one and still the rain keeps pouring sadness down while I seek shelter at your place of rest out of thorns I create myself a crown to get the gleaming aches off my chest disburden me and nail me at the cross that i can die like a martyr of love disburden me, let me forget all the loss that i can fly to the heavens above