The pain is part of me And I can't live to see your face Is it madness or illusion? Looking in my hands Your hate for me shows what's your fate My life is in confusion There's no word to say Crying in my core You're falling in my fears And have no time to pray Searching for some more I'm drowned in my tears If you can't change my soul I have no place to ride again Disgrace is my salvation You fell my emptiness Forbidden memories in my brain I dream with my redemption