And the wheels still spinning, tank on empty On my entry everyone repenting I don't like most folks I'm just friendly Film my life but it's real no pretending And my demons only wanna see the ending Shit offends me Never be wolf once you been sheep What you feast on, that's my lunch meat Put a landmine in my front seat They don't haunt me now they just hunt me We don't chop them down we just burn trees Work like birdseed when you look like ten feet Ten speed I can't trust my mind It does whatever for its kind It's like there's someone else inside Who'd kill me just to stay alive It's a struggle just to smile I been blind to the bullshit for a while Footballs got me mellow but my mind run a mile Let me be somewhere low key chilling with my child Fame make friends turn to enemies and it's sad Throw a stack on a bag make a hundred thirty grand And I'm still down We tipping bottles for the lost ones I'm just killing time until that call come Plant some cook by my tombstone Young, rich, and grumpy yea we eating till the food gone I just put my whole crew on Twist a cap, pull a little pill out to chew on (goodnight) I go numb again Big head weigh me down, but that's my only friend Door on auto-lock, hop, hit the water walk For a foreign drop top who don't talk a lot If I bottle pop That ain't drip that's a script with no follow-ups This a zip, lemonade but it got a punch Built it all from below where it's bottom up Still it's not enough I can't trust my mind It does whatever for its kind It's like there's someone else inside Who'd kill me just to stay alive Can't trust my mind