An inspiring happening: You're dead and your soul rises On your trip to the other side You await your reward For a lifetime full of faith Of unflinching belief You never doubted in god or in the love of christ Spent an ideal life in piety to attain paradise Infinite trust in all these promises And so you wonder that there's noone who receives you now Noone who gives wings and harp and leads you to your cloud Your trust begins to fade deep in your heart No - this can't be true You refuse to believe This can't be afterlife This can't be paradise A gruesome lie begins to unmask before your eyes Garden Eden is a desert, nothing of a paradise You're standing midst the final nothingness You wasted a whole lifetime for an illusion And your dead mind can only draw this last conclusion: Your god is dead if he ever was alive Standing left on heaven's shore Your trust betrayed