I learned about myself today... A big shot with a big lack of faith. All my followers have died, And now its coming after me. I stare, and I sit here. The red stained curtains are opened. (And no one cares) My fist in the blackness. "Give it to me, give it to me, gimme!" I learned about myself today... A long shot with a huge debt to pay. All my followers are swallowed up, gone. Now its crawling, creeping up on me. It's a shame that I can't shake. I lost too many in my crusade. It's the blame that I can't break away from letting her down. It's too late, I can't fake a victory over death. I'm the last one left. I learned about myself today... A cheap shot, (sucka) got nothin' to say. All my followers have drowned, And now its coming after me. I turned my back on the future. I confiscated my mind, no matter the signs.