Total Agony

I fuck you up and let you down 
Promised so much but broke it all 
I've scared your soul so many times 
And still you hug me like a doll 

I turn you in then throw you out 
Made you into my little toy 
I treat you like a piece of shit 
Tears in your eyes fill me with joy 

And as I walk into the dark 
I have to face what I have done 
And as the dark slips into me 
I'm in eternal hell alone 

I never really cared 
I never understood 
The memories makes me scared 
I fucked it up so good