Monster, thrashing in my head He wanna eat me, he wants me dead Disaster is my mother Dismemberment my faith Endless torture is to come Agony my mate Monster, chewing on my skin Plays a lethal game on me, I cannot win Woke up in my nightmare It's fucking real I'm ripped apart to pieces I'll never heal I used to call it hell, but now I call it home I used to be a shell, now I'm nothing at all The light at the end of the tunnel was a train Heading straight to me Blind I walk towards the end Oh, here it comes... fuck me satan!