I have lived my whole fucking life by the book But in my mind allways have known that I'm special Met this girl, the girl of my dreams, very cute thing But deep inside morbid thoughts of blood everywhere At the wedding night i can't hold it back anymore Clutching her neck Suffocating, grasping for air Sudden mental collapse Her eyes roll back Surgery made with kitchen knife and scissors Separate breasts, slicing meat bashing head With wrench Drasticall dimemberment, slaughter Total satisfaction for the first time of my life Molesting Caressing And wrestling With her dead body Hidden Rotten Ged ready For celebration Body Decayed Ged ready For mastication Gorging And thriving With decay A dead girl's delight At last i have lost the grip In search of my true self And let go of the sanity And found my niche in life