Deep Inside Myself

Early Autumn

Deep Inside Myself


You wanted to go 
Because a full life was out of sight 
Sometimes you believed in unreal mights 

You lost your brother in early times 
You lost your life while waiting for a sign 
You waited for a life without all the pain 

You always wanted to exit from this room without doors 
You left this life to escape your despair 
But salvation won´t wait for you there 

Now you´re nowhere 
....Maybe somewhere 
But no god waits for you 

All ideals 
....and all ideas 
Are buried now with you 

You were at war 
Without ever knowing your enemy 
Without ever returning back home 
Where you always felt alone 
You wanted to be 
A part of your dream where no one feels loneliness 
You didn´t know you would never return 
From this early autumn