Distance at the expense of drowning. I drown in a sea of black Darkness envelops my last laugh The demons they, consume what has been left And the demons of my past consume what is left As the weight of my tears, collapses on my chest As i drown in this sea of regret Im swimming through the worst of tides and hoping for the best Compassion is gone my hearts dead, its broken And i struggle past every wave Trying to fight back the current, that these sins have made But i can feel this ocean pulling me deep Keeping me from finding the truth that i seek I wish that i could tell you But i bite my tongue and i swallow The blood, and pray that one day, I dont feel so distant and far away So look into my eyes, cause i feel your pain And tonight a bite my tongue and swallow the blood Cause i know it chokes us both.... Feel my breath as cuts through your skin Your open scars have become your best friend Now your alone remembering when When your sky had fallen This is how i deal with pain And keep myself from drowning everyday If only i could, learn from my mistakes If only i could, walk away.