Deb Talan

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Deb Talan


sometimes i could see 
how cutting an ear off might 
be the most productive and satisfying thing 
to do because sometimes 
i feel my insides are heavy 
as heaven must be on the sky 
i paint a starry night 
i seal my heart in the brightest colors 
i hope someone finds it 
there and it makes them feel the way 
i do it could be that would 
be enough wednesdays 
he feels just like a lack-a-day 
trying too hard all week 
but he's got no money 
to show so he makes himself 
squeeze into the pocket 
of a flock of pants 
fits just like a rock inside 
a shoe in everyone 
he falls right through 
so he paints a starry night seals 
his heart in the brightest colors 
hopes someone finds it there 
and it makes them cry 
makes them want to take him home 
to dinner like a long lost lover 
like an only child 
like his younger brother 
it could be that would 
be enough sometimes when 
he feels his insides are heavy 
as heaven must be on the sky 
he goes to the familiar emptiness 
of a blank canvas to fill 
it with the riches 
of a lonely poor man 
he steals into his brushes 
to make his life 
amend he paints 
a starry night seals 
his heart in the brightest colors 
hopes someone finds it 
there and it makes them cry 
makes them want 
to take him home 
for dinner like a long lost lover 
like an only child 
like his younger brother 
like a soul unfurled 
like his favorite girl 
out of this cold cold world 
it could be that would 
be enough